June 18th, 2006 (06:32 am)
current mood: contemplative
Yesterday was an alright day. I was watching the world cup for most of the time, but things got interesting when I got called in to bus for my cousin's club. It was a long night. Not too many people, but the VIP areas were buzzing. A guy in a white suit jacket tipped me $20 for clearing his table and getting fresh glasses for his party. I found 3 bucks on the ground near the bar.(next time you go out clubbing, look at your feet near the bar. No telling how much you'll find, especially at the end of the night.) I made out well since it as only me and my supervisor to split the tips at the end. Our other bus guy got 2 beers and left early :)
My cousin was working late bouncing at another club and I wasnt sure when he'd be off, so I spent 3am-4:30am walking along the same street, trying to get a hold of him, or someone to talk to. Finally I decided that I would make my way to union station, and hopefully by the time I got there, the buses would be running. Because there's no way I'd spend my hard earned tips on a cab ride home...
Walking to the station I started thinking about something. I know what it is to be middle class, neither rich nor poor. I know what its like to walk along the street, knowing that eventually I'll get home, but wishing things could be easier, and knowing full well that things could be way more difficult. Looking up at a tall, old hotel, I thought, "what a unique and original situation I'm in..." I'm trying in my own way to make ends meet. I'm in the middle, trying to reach something that seems so high. It's so high that I feel almost poor, walking along, trying to make my own way. And yet, things always seem to work out well enough for me to continue.
My cousin drives up to front street and we make our way uptown. We spend some of our cash on early breakfast, both aching, but glad we worked for the meal, and then some. We talk about soccer and catch up on other things. Now I'm home, wondering wha tI should do today....
I think the first thing to do is to get some sleep. Then I'll try my best to finish that illustration of mine for my portfolio.